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Sunday, September 14, 2008, 12:54 AM
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized I think this world's getting so crazy, I don't know why
This afternoon Wanjie suddenly pop me a pm asking me did I have my blog deleted. So yeah we started talking and she asked if I was facing any problems and yes I told her everything. I was just surprised by what she did. I mean because previously we kinda had a conflict over something. I thought she was still mad at me or something that why I chose to stay away from her to avoid less troubles. Maybe after so much that happened in school, it takes me that hard to trust that someone's true, esp after we had some problems before.
But yeah, I hope she's true, I chose to believe her. And again, thanks girl. I really wish you'll do well for your exams. I'll be praying for you alright
Second highlight of the day, received Darl's msg all of a sudden while I was watching some Taiwan drama on tv. She said: Just to tell you I miss you alot..." Know what, I really felt like crying at that point of time. I replied saying I miss her as well, I sensed something wrong. I hope nothing bad's happening to her yeah. So gonna meet her up during holiday, miss her pretty face and our heart to heart chattys. You'll always be in my heart darlicious
Headed out for dinner with family, Teochew porridge. Had a nice catch up with parents with school stuffs. I always yearn for Mum and Dad to understand me inside out. At least I hope for them to care for me when I'm down, not chiding me when I'm already feeling worst inside. I think they really care about me alot, I feel it. After whatever has happened, it kinda pulled our distance nearer to each other. I really thank God for that, and of cos a pair of wonderful parents
Dad got us yummy Emicake's durian Mooncake. I bet Sis's gonna love that for sure. Home sweet home after seeing the lil hammys at the new pet shop opposite my house. Sis wanted to buy a pair of new hamsters, so I guess I'm gonna chip in too. She's always giving so much on the other hand, me giving back her so little. Trust me, I love this Sis of mine so so much (More than you guys'd ever know)
Last best thing that can happened to me today was the chat I had with Boon. Being so sweet of her came to ask me how I was doing and everything. I swear I really feel like crying soon after I finished talking with her. Tell me what will you do when your friend tells you this: Don't cry and hurt alone anymore, We're always there for you, always will be" Well for me its tears. Tears of joy and sadness. I think I'm the worst, thinking that we actually kinda drifted becos of school's stuffs and everything. Deep down they still love me this much, so much. She's another sweetheart I'm so gonna see during the holidays. Stay happy girl, because seeing you happy makes me even happier
Alright last but not least something about me. Things are getting better I guess (hopefully) I tried my best not to think back of the hurts anymore. I don't want to take a walk back this memory lane again. Let bygones be bygones, I'll get happier as time goes by. Major exams's up next week. After that whole week of torture everything's gonna end, give all your best Charlene. You can do it remember?
I cried so much, but I'll grow stronger each and everytime
Ps. Sorry Janelle that I couldn't make it to your birthday celebration today. Hope you had a great night with your cliques. Anyway love you happy birthday girl
Maybe I should just try to stay devoted to one