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Sunday, November 16, 2008, 11:23 PM
Sometimes broken hearts find their answer beyond timeSo much said and done, as promised I'm back for updates. Pack up all my emotions, I need a fresh new start
Anyway did Assistant head with Justin yesterday. It was considered not that bad, taking to account that he actually helped to do most of the tasks. Reservations was hell lot yesterday, just alone that was near to 30. Imagine adding on with the walk in(s) it actually totals up to 60 pax. Like WOAH. And I forgot to mention that I've met a couple of super nice customer on Friday. Thats what we could expect that makes life a little better, no?
Closed the restaurant early for celebrations. It was the last day for everyone (except some who had to stay over for another week) at Charcoal. Had some food and settled down together with Mr Choo. Did a video and said alot of meaningful words, yes from all of us to Father Choo. I admit he's really a nice mentor, and I sincerely hope that the next batch of students coming in would give him due respect.
Food was good, service ending near to 11 plus, no debriefing, home sweet home
Woke up today morning having a bad headache. I remembered myself waking up in the middle of the night having a fever. I couldn't like even have the strength to move my body. But yeah no worries, guess I'm getting better now. Mummy bought breakfast back, didn't finish up all. Was supposed to meet Boon up but was too tired to do so, sorry girl!
Watch 'Ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni', still yet to complete the last part. Until around 2.40 my stomach was craving for some brownie, succeeded in persuading Sis to get her ass down with me to Cafe cartel. But I made a mistake of ordering the mudpie instead of the brownie, like what the hell am I doing
Developed some pictures, bought some treats for my babies at home from pet lovers centre, got my herbal tea, home sweet home. Thanks to Mum and Dad who got us dinner, I was really too tired and weak to even move. Just hung up the phone with Serjie, she's really nice to give me a call. I miss her and Sayang too, hope we're really not drifting apart
Down at Charcoal for morning shift tomorrow. Probably gonna catch Madagascar tomorrow with the rest, Wednesday gonna meet up with bus buddy, I'm sure we have lots to chat after 7 months of not seeing each other. Hopefully Thursday's plan don't screw up, I'm finally seeing all my cliques after so long.
Sometimes have you ever wondered what if you were born deaf or a mute? Or what if an incident took place and took all of the best qualities away from you? Do you ever think you can survived everyday with just hand signals and hearing systems? I can't imagine myself with that cus I'd probably break down by then. But look at them, aren't they doing fine?
I know I should be contented with life. At least even after so much mishap that I've encountered I know there're eventually some who will always be there for me. You know not verbally when you say it with your mouth, they showed me how. I shan't mention names but I'm saying thank you sincerely from the bottom of my heart, you know I hold all of you guys damn close to my heart. I thank god especially for you, for he gave me you to complete my life. Thank you for not leaving me at my worst times, through it all I guess we've learnt so much from each other, even though we're not meant to be, but at least we shared a common memory.
Couldn't find nice enough words, but this sweetie here really got me speechless. Its for someone like her who never fails to make my rainy days to start shining aftermath. Thank you B, for everything everything, I love you more than words can say
Dear Shafeeqah, I hope you're fine as time heals. You know that I'll always be there for you kay, stay strong little girl, remember?
I don't know if it was just a moment of silence that made me understood. I tried so hard to pick myself up, pull myself together, hoping that all of this will work. I tried to see things at a wider view but I can't help it when night falls and I'm back to
Tear this beautiful tragedy down, all I lived was just a facade memory