I'm reaching a point whereby I'm just 0.001% more to insanity.
Will someone be there, is someone there.. All these question I actually asked backfired on me. Despite myself trying to stay calm play it off cool in the end I'm still the same. I never wanted to end our friendship because of love. I never meant to hurt any one of you but sometimes I know I can't help it. I'm sorry for all the pain I brought but I really mean no harm.
No one ever saw me trying, nobody knew how much I was trying.. to make everything perfect without flaws. I guess I fail, as always. No matter how much I tried, how hard I try, nothing will go in my way..
I want to go the airport. See how the planes fly.. looked up the sky and asked, could my sorrows fly too..
I tried to stay strong. I tried my best not to cry... Yajie...