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Thursday, April 9, 2009, 9:45 PM
Only HumanYou must have not know how hard I tried just to get home. Not knowing how much effort i've put in. I cried as the rain drizzled down. I felt lonely. If only time can (always) stop and rewind, probably back to the most sweetest slide..
How great if 'sorry' didn't exist at all. So everyone can set aside their pride and ego and make everything work oh-so-perfectly. And we wouldn't have to put up a brave front and carry on life crying inside or like hell.
I have no idea which is my next step anymore. Where should i go, where do i actually belong.. What am i supposed to do, how do i go about acting? I've never been so pessimistic in life, till the extent I.. I wished for all the good things to happen, but so much for wishing, i know they will never come true
I do not need a reason to blame God for all of this. But i cried as i failed, all my wishful thinking, so much just to wish for someone to hold, and say "Baby, everything's gonna be alright...."